Mrami So after things got jumbled up. I decided na ayoko na talaga hehe… by the way moses is all better now... nag celebrate si raffy ng b-day niya kahapon! [051205] Everyone had fun... if I recon… ...they were 7 kasama yung kapatid ni addison...hehehehe... un... tinwagan ko si moses at sinabi sa kanya na talaga naman na nagluluksa ako kasi tanggal na si ANTHONY![na super duper mega over wonderlistic cute! As in... he actually looks like Daniel radclif!e!] so un na nga... I placed my bets... feeling ko sunod na matatanggal na si Vonzell... [mas gusto ko si VONZIE kesa ke CARRIE! Totally hate her kasi sila na ni ANTHONY which is so totally fetch!Q] and the American idol is BO [actually hate him kahit mr. All around guy siya...] so un…...ang saya saya pala nila dun ke raffy... ang gulo guo at ang ingay pa... nakakagulat kasi I think I was super WEIRD kasi I play BLOODY ROAR, METAL SLUG, KINGDOM HEARTS, NARUTO mtm...[ and this fact na my classmates doesn’t play PS2... except ke trina...wahahaha...anak ng pagong...] see!?? What happens if they know!?? Super dead na ako...anime fanatic pa PS2 fanatic pa…. WAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!! [see!?? Now I know kung bakit MANONG tawag sa akin…I look like a guy! And play like them too! EEEEW! Which is so...EEEELK! normal lang naman magkagusto sa anime at ps ah!!???] Sige na nga...yun...may mga tao pa palang mas weird sa akin… alam ko na tawag ko sa kanila… ADDIC…. =) ehehehe… so un!
Ka text ko si charmi pati si moses, cha, jas at si kat… aha! Wala lang… tapos nantritrip pa si moses… [raffy na nanaman…lagi naman… kelan ba hinde!?? Argghh…] yun… suddenly I had a problem again... I’m tangled with 3 people… a, b, c…which is so wrong kasi kabarkada ni b si c…..ala ka tin! Patay ka! Ehehehe….bahala na…not for me to decide… as my daddy DONDEE would say…”bahala na…” ehehehe…
tapos yun…in the middle of my problem, nag text sa akin si moses tawag dau ako. Pagkatapos ko mag emote tinwagan ko siya and HE asks me one of the most stupidest question ever… - “bakit ba ayaw mo kami magbati ni *****” ewan ko sa kanya! Tapos he was playing MONSTER RANCHER na hinablot/hiniram niya ke raffy… yun…nag lalaro siya and guess niyo kung ano pangaan ng MONSTER NIYA… e di si MONSTER ***** NAKAKAINIS!!! Ewan ko ba! Tapos sa pagkainis ko sumigaw ako na “AKO MUNA UNAHIN MO BAGO KA MAGLARO NG MONSTER RA*CHER MO!!!!” OOOPS….wrong word… tae… naisip ko uli siya…dare not say his name… kaya puro asterisk pangalan niya… yun… tapos his comments would go like this…
“ay wa wa naman MONSTER ***** ko..”
“grabe mananalo MONSTER ***** ko…”
“ay…natalo MONSTER ***** ko…”
“ay! Susunod kong MONSTER NA MAKUKUHA EH papangalananan ko ng RAFFY”
wag daw ako magalala kasi pagkataos niya makuha si MONSTER RAFFY NIYA eh PAPANGALANAN naman dau niya ako ng monster…JUSTINE….waaaaaaa!!!??? ADDIC NA TALAGA SI MOSES! Kaya naman pinaforeward ko ung number ni RJADPER ke moses…tapos nagusap kami ni RJ! Kakamiss… accountancy din pala siya sa BEDA…wooooo…. Good luck nalang… hehehe…un! Natulog kami ni RJADPER ng 3:30…addic… yun! Ehehehe…

***ewan ko ba lately na iilang ako sa kanya…simula noong Monday… binabasa niya ata blog ko ngayon… d ko talaga alam… siguro sobrang nag freak out ako sa kanya about the **** thingy… hanggang ngayon…ayoko na talaga promise…as usual… I would expect na wala siyang reakyon… ahahahaha… weird talaga yung taong yun… Sorry talaga…[oh…forgot, ayaw mo pala ng salitang sorry kase my teorya ka na “nauulit uli yun…”] funny guy…
*** this is the last time I would write about him…
instead of deleting the past …

I really have felt something
Which I am sure is not right
Now I write my last plight
Of how he changed my life

I came to write my escapades
On how he made simple things
He views them in every angel
That never crossed my mind

Oh how you made me think!
It almost made me loose my mind
Now I gather here with all my might
To try to tell these to you

Reality bounces back at me
I never realized
That the clock just started to tick
An that time is running out

Should I go forth and tell
Or rather stay here in this deep well
Would I summon my muses to decide?
Or would I rather control my self

I am entrapped in my own abyss
Of you and your mirage
You made me blind
To think of how foolish I have felt for you

I guess you have read
Such foolish lines
Broken into pieces
As they shed of a tear

I know you wouldn’t know
Nor you wouldn’t guess
That it is simply you
That I write these lines

*** bye bye…

May 10 kahapon… ayayay… bago muna yun… happy birthday ke raffy! Oo alam ko…sige na nga….naniniwala na ako na birthday mo nga… eheheh…pero… ang daming nagyari kahapon lang…so okay…let’s name something good kahapon…
1. maid forever ako…
2. moses en ramch
3. connect the dots sa mga pangyayari…

my head in general is going ballistic! Why!??? kase… april 10….at 10 o’clock… I woke up late….forgot to cook breakfast and guess what!? Double sermon kase late me nagluto ng lunch! How crappy is my life!? So okay… I watched meteor garden for like a day….ng……

biglag magtext si moses ng lenguahe na kakaiba… so something wasn’t right… ang gulo gulo…promise….ang gulo…tapos… nag text din ako ke ramch… see this comparison….

1. moses- jolly holly guy, energetic, happy- go lucky, forever chismosa, forever makulit…loving but friendly…
2. ramch- tulog, tulog, tulog, taguro, umm… mapagpasenxia, mahilig sa “wala lang”, fun kasama, silent most of the time, mapagkimkim

basically…kabaliktaran sila ng isa’t isa… super weird….hayai-yo…ang gulo gulo na talaga nito! Moses eh nasa “emote” mode… cursing everyone and everything… ramch naman walang paki…nr… ayayay… ang gulo…pasok sa exena si abdul at si addi….ay ang gulo! Anjan din si charmi…wowowie… tapos….pagkatapos mamanas at uminit ang phone ko ke moses…[wow moses….ganun kita kamahal…oh….wag exagge…] nakita ko ung side niya….well reminded me of… never mind…yehehe…si ramch din me naalala din ako…ayayo…parang sinabi ni moses na ewan… never mind… nung kinausap ko sila ang raming puasok na thoughts sa utak ko…as in…parang lahat sa kanila nabura sa utak ko…feeling ko eh… naguguluhan ako…… sobra….silang dalwa lang nasa utak ko ngayun…natulog si moses ng mga 2:30….that time kausap ko si ramch na….beat this…I win kase ang aga niya natulog [6:30 in the morning…even played my guitar…] samantala ginagawa ko tong entry na to eh tulog pa siya….bwahahaha…. so…I got sulky ng about 4:30 kasi me kwinento na naman si ramch na……ka dramahan….i tell the story…you’ll probably be bored to death…kakainis…so lonely! Badtrip! What a story…so sad…. =( hehe…what a face! nyak….teka….

para ke ramch…-teme-wa koROSU!!! ZUTTO!!!!! ANATA-WA…ERO- KAPPA!!!!! RAMCH KONO BAKA-SERU!!!! Grr…..thanks allot ramch…the paranoid thing was not a joke…swear…d na ako makatulog dahil sayo….but I swear……T.I.K ka… I swear….me link ka…ba’t kukunin mo pa ung akin!? =(

FYI…d ako makatulog senyo…so un….as a result habang ako’y nagluluto ng food…
1. kamuntikan ko ng mahiwa ung kuko ko sa daliri
2. kinuskos ko ung kaldero ng kuko ko hanggat sa inabot sakin ni mama ung sponge…wow…
3. nagtimpla me ng tea…para magising ako…sa sobrang tulala ko…umitim ung tea ko! Ang paet! Sabay dura! Ealk!
4. Okay…d ko alm na sira na ung itlog tapos kinain ko pa tapos sabay luwa! Ealk! Wala na ako sa sarili ko!
5. Naginit ako ng hotdog…napaso ako ng mantika…
6. I had YOGA!? This mrning!? BANGAG nga Ako!

Really a bad day… at sobrang bangag ako… I’M SO TIRED..grabe….still need to stand up…buti anjan si GELO!!! [yiykes…special menxion!!! Smile! Hehehe…miss you so much!!! Ayeekie…I lilibre na me ng pizza! =)] oh..by the way…in between calls ni ramch en moses tinatawagan na kita………kaso………out of coverage area ka eh….yeekie…ngayung umaga…biglang naalala ung MIDORI NO HIBI! Yey! Tsaka…ung kinanta ko! Nyak! Magluto ka na nga! =) hehehe… yun lang…… what a day………

This is for sure….moses….ramch….lalo ko na RAMON…….utang na loob……MAGNO SILENCIO……pls!?? Pls!??? Ehehe……….

Marami akong nalaman………pero………hehe…. Senyo yan…d muna ako makikiaalam….basta……need somene to talk to…kesiyo pagbasahan ng nobela or some other stuff….dito lang me… sobrang sorry guys………en………

Salamat……


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Season 2:Rain


As I lay my head near the window, I look up in the sky. White. Just white. There wasn’t any shade of neither blue, nor the sun that had always shine on a calm summer breeze. It’s done and over. Summer just passed. It made me snap back to reality and think. It’s just for a while—some thing that will not last for a long time. After all the sunshine, rain passes by. I wonder if I’m the only person who thinks rain is nice. ‘Tis a common misconception for people to think that rain is just silly raindrops and dark clouds. I say it’s the season where I have met him. And rain? Is not just an ordinary season.
I made a decision. After what happen to my best friend, and me I vowed never to fall. I tried to forget him, but his smile reminds me of constant sunshine. Back to normal I suppose is going to class. Opposing to the thought of summer is just going with all the quizzes and projects. Having summer still bloated on my head, I was so bored. Forcibly I got up, ate my breakfast, brushed my teeth and went to school. I went into my usual path of yellow bells. I occasionally look up in the sky, never the less—it’s black. Definitely. I said to my self “you are not to think of him” total abstinence of him I should say. With all the thoughts in my head, rain started to fall. I ran as fast as I could but it was too late. I was drenched in the rain. I just smirked and whine with all of the bad luck in gong to school. Then, a soft sigh echoed at my back, and there he was.
“You’re drenched I suppose? Haha!” I said
“Eh!?”
“Ah, it’s really not my day…”
“…”
He was silent. I’ve only heard the sound of the rain and just tried to smile back at him. I don’t know but there’s something in him. He had gentle eyes, and black hair and this melancholy look at his face. He seldom utter words which I couldn’t understand.
“It’s cold…” he said.
“I thought you are never going to talk!”
Seems he will never utter a word. I find him quite mysterious. All the time I was starring at me until he uttered the first meaningful words.
“Are you going to get a bus!?”
I was still staring at him and I got up the bench. I didn’t realize that I was going farther and farther to the street until I heard a large beep. He immediately pulled my hand and pivot my whole body against him. I was simply speechless. At that moment at that exact time that he held my hands I felt sincerity and security, as if my heart wants to explode. For that moment I wish time was still.
I can’t understand why but I felt that time stopped and the rain? Witnessed everything.
After that I can’t get to school because of a traffic jam s I decided not to go to school. After that day, I felt great after that incident. I’ve kept in my mind that he was just a silly encounter but tides turn when classes start and a new student was introduced.
His name was Paul. I can’t think of anything else! The incident yesterday kept on rewinding on my head. As if it wasn’t going to stop! He had hia melancholy face as usual but none the less, he shifted his lonely eyes on me. And I think, the time that he came would definitely change a lot of things. Is summer still bloated in my head!? I think that rain just came in.

honto ni......wtashi wa......

she grasped her hands

sh felt as if she was weak..........

ang therefore......not diserving............


another one of my blogging escapades.......so baka...........d na me makapagblog whe i go back to manila.......huhuhuh..... kasi.....hekhek......ewan ko talaga.....ang labo......tsaka nga pala....malapit na kaming umalis.....aalis dau kami ng sunday.....MAY 1 so un na nga....mukhang me gagawin pa kasi si daddy sa office.......hayayaya........

so sad to day.....walang magawang matino....oh! by the way! disco na bukas! how fun is that!??? best thing is i'm going to be a waitress for the first time how cooL!!

call me crazy or anything but........ang cool talaga.....ewan ko ba.....eto kanina...nag luto kami ng gabi na minatamisan....ang kati sa lalamunan! lola ko kasi....namimilit......... badtrip.....................haaay.......waht a boring day............eto na nga lang blog ko ang pnagtatanggalan ko ng boredom at init ng ulo...sheesh!

well.............for one.....i'm thinking of what i'm going to do when i go back to manila...............

1. have a dvd marathon
2. play with lulu........[the wonder doggie]
3. total absolution sa ym, blogspot at sa xanga
4. get our annual sa STC [oh hail alma mater! st. tehresa...st. theresa...hail hail to thee!!!!]
5. enroll at FEU
6. watch american idol and friends....[finally...i get a serious watch.....]
7. continue my darna, all abot eve and full huose escapades......
8. i hope i wouldsn't be caught watching those julalai shows...[i'm so dead......]
9. watch more dvd's....
10. buy my school stuff..........

so....what a list....time to be back at my normal life....aral uli ako....so tired and bummed.........isyet!mailto:bummed.........isyet!^%^%$%^#@#$...........hekhekhek.......

haaaay.....nothing more to say..........i'm so out.............

btw..........isang paalala..............

*** i really miss gelo!!! asang lupalop ng mundo ka na!??? mababaliw na ako! sige ka....baka matawag na kitang cholo o tristan sa pagkabaliw ko.....joke......miss you na pare........

my cut.......

after he went away........all i can think of is him...........

he always crossed my mind in the days where i feel so empty.........

i longed for him to be with me always like he used to promise........

well....i think.....promises are meant to be broken...........

there i was all alone..........

i was thinking of ending it all away........

when........instance come in to our lives.......

i was thinking of him again......when..........he came......

he helped me get up.....

when he saw that i was about to fall....

expressing my gratitude i guess!??? thankyou...........

i'm ending it here....wala na akong masabi..................byerz............

ayay! GRABE.... brown out dito.............so hapeee!! [oi ramon...walang ibig sabihin yan....nakakatuwa lang kasi nag text ka kasi wala pang ng ttxt sa akin except ung 232.....ty ramch!]text si ramch.....huhuhu........ wala lang.....umaga nag reply!?? tama ba yun!?? hek hek...seems he's back again in BICOL!

so nweiz......ang daya kasi nakakita na pala xia ng shooting star..... ako d pa....isa sa mga wish ko yun eh....ang daya talaga ni ramch...ehehe....balik dau niya may 1.....so far...ako naman ay uuwi pa ako ng first week ng may.....hek hek.....ang tagal!

***ramch is my bicol buddy......iyo ng gad ramch! i uragon kitang duwa! dae na paraintindihan su mga pautik nindang gabos.......csay dau su nagtaram na i-uragan ako sa imo!?? dai ako pigtaram na i-uragon ako sa imo..ta, tinaram ko man sana na MAURAG kita....haha.....[ramch intindi mo ba?!?? ]grabe.......

grabe.......so un nga.... asked my dad kung kelan ang enrollment sa FEU....sabi ni dad sa 2nd or 3rd week ng may...sabi rin ni dad...mag DL ako...deans list ako para dau libre tuition...okie nama ako.... haay...... SARAP NG FEELING! I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL NA!!! hehe....call me the official dork pero i really want to go na!!! as in! i have this yearning for some learning attitude na.....DOrK si InTsek!yaaak!!

watevah tin......so un na nga..............bday nga pala ni paul kahapon.......wa.....sabi dau nila invited dau ang 44 at ang 4-4 yey!!! kaso yun nga...d me makapunta.......hek hek...no biggie....... hehehehe.......ay....walang magawa...........

kakainis......yek yek...... wachoonG!!!! wala na naman akong magawa......so okay......nothing really happen except...

pinaygan na kao ng daddy ko na maging WAITRESS!! woooo!!! yehey! ang guess what!?? me sweldo ako! yess....kasma ko pa si paul.... yehey! pero sad kasi wala me libreng BEER!!!!hekkhek.....

by the way.....my dad came today......yess! we have anew doggie! and her name is... LULU FRITZ......yess....and she's a minature poodle.........CUTEE!! so we have 6 dogs na....BUD who is a guy labrador....BUGSY is a guy dog na maiitim na malaki...[hehe...forgot his breed pero pure breed xia....] PEANUT is a girl german malenois....BUGUY is a guy boston terrier and GIANT is a guy maxiacan chihuahua....[she's mty sister's doggie....] ehehe...........ang saya! baka dau mag karoon ng anak si lulu pati si peanut...hapeee!! cutie pups!!! haay....

.******
for the last time......

i try to forget himbut no......

.he didn't leave me in peace....

i saw him as we walk through opposite ways.......

both of us stopped and look at each other..........

tears gushed from my eyes........he just walked passed by me...........

i try to hold back but i rally can't....

it seems that.....

i still like him....

so i grabbed his hands before he went awaybut no...

he stayed still looked back and said........

sorry........

"but i'm over...."

so that's my sore ass escapdes.......shige........that's it for now.....i'm so out....